HAi Hai

assalamualaikum !!



sudah lama menghilang, kini kembali mencoret. sudah lama menyepi, kini kembali menghangatkan suasana. tiada istilah diam, tiada jugak isitilah bingit...yang ada hanyalah secoret cerita !!



wah gituew !! ahahahaa...



sudah lama tidak mencoret cerita disini. melupakannya ?? no no no..tidak sama sekali melupakannya. cuma..masa itu yang sangat susah untuk dikecapi bersama.



indah mimpi bersama bulan, sinar terang berkelip-kelip bak bintang..sungguh, aku kecewa hari ini. perjalanan yang penuh dengan debaran...di akhiri dengan penuh kesakitan. Oh PSM.....mengapa kau berkelakuan demikian terhadap aku....



eh, chop...what is this ??




fine fine fine..let me explain for better understanding !! :)



PSM stand for Projek Sarjana Muda. it is compulsory for all bachelor degree programmes in UTHM. if u are not doing this things, then, u cant graduated and being called a degree students. so, by hook or crook, u must do it. whether u like it or not....u MUST do !!!



hah...ggrrr !!!



actually, i geram dengan PSM i la. geram nye *eerr...gewdix gilew !! aku sangat penat membuat mende alah nie...tak tahu la ape lagi yang di inginkan....rase diri ini dipermainkan. adakah aku mangsa seorang pensyarah ?? atau itu adalah satu tanggungjawab yang wajib dipikul ?? oh...aku dilema ~~



maka dengan itu...aku akhiri sesi coretan sekeping hati ini dengan lagu ini.....

~~ diam diam, berpandangan..mata bertentang mata !! ~~

tido la !!

assalamualaikum...



night allsszzz ~~~




eh, jangan la tidur dulu...chill !! awal lagi boh.....

1.04 a.m. 

awal kau kate ??? dah pukul 1 pagi woi....tak lama lagi dengar lah ayam berkokok !! dah tak tahu nak cari tempat nak membuta ?? dok ngadap aku je ???

* kau bercakap lappy ???  '=.=

hahaha....haish, ini semua gara-gara aku tidur maghrib tadi la. kebetolan aku bercuti hujung minggu kan, so, ambil la kesempatan !! dah kene tinggal sengsorang di malam hari nie. 

hello...u are going to sit for muet this coming saturday...so ??? write everything in english !! 

!! PRACTICE MAKE PERFECT !! 

okey, i will start speaking now....i feel like u in london, paris, new york...r WORLDS !!! 

quite..lonely....alone....... that is what i am having now. all of them already getting sleep long time a go !! and me..still here !! typing typing typing bla bla bla......

i am actually does not know what story need to tell upon.  clueless on telling anythings in this life, still blur with what had happened now..and dragged to ME !! ^_^

aish, ape ko merepek nie lin ?????

oh ya....yesterday, i got text from my best buddy forever, quite surprised with her text because she being quite for along time. such a happy moments knowing her life now with his so called boy friends. and, i am pray that she going to be a good wife one day..insyaallah ^_^

me ???

ya...still moving alone. 

why ????

i am comfortable with it. no need to give commitment to someone rather that my parents. can be friends with who ever that i want...boys and girls. no one would jealous. in facts, im happy. 

siapa kata single tak best ???

memang la hati kita kosong. tapi yang menentukan kosong ke, berisi ke, tumpah ke, itu semua kita. our body, our heart, we are the one who determine all of that. not some one else. if were are make our heart happy, then, it will be happy. plus, i got enough attention from my parents..both of them. so, there is noting to be afraid off !! ^_^

oh ye...i got one song that make my heart swing ~~ 

wait ha...i am searching on google now !!      

   

i am being a big fan of this song for a quite long time ago. since i knew this song if i am not mistaken on 2007. i was 17 on that age. and yeah...still love and always do love this song.

i think..it is enough for today..we will continue on the next session !!

 ^_^ nyte ~~ even thought morning !! ahaaha.....

STRESS again !!

assalamualaikum....



what a retiring + stress mode that i got in this semester !! one words to express it...




ARGGHHHHHH !!!!!!



i am really reallyy reaalllyyyyy tired with all of the stress, the tension, the pressure, the forced and ...... YA ALLAH, help me !! :(




SUNGGUH, i am tired !!



okey, i tell why ya !!



tomorrow i got MUET SPEAKING TEST on 10.30 p.m. at DTII, UTHM. this is my second MUET test that i need to sit for. and i am really hoping to get better result. BAND 3 in hand...that is my AIM !! hopefully, i made it.



so, what stress for ????




want to know why ?? cause i dont have anything to study on. i don't have any tips to share with. i dont even have any issue on what should i study on ! what i know is, prepare mental and physical for the test tomorrow !!




is that all ??? eeerr......




one more thing is regarding my PSM. PROJEK SARJANA MUDA !! a must thing before you can graduate. same goes to your muet !!! what im stresss about is, i dont know that this things need to be present on week 3 of our academic calender. i just thought that it was from my supervisor. i didnt prepared anything......!! when i got the news.....with clumsy things, i find the journal, but hard to download----> streeessss !!! haa.....but what to do, i need to finish up all of this....:(




this is what people called, CHALLENGE in STUDY !! take it or leave it...u choose :)




so, i take it and draw some love on it !! ^_^




that is all for today, a lot of things are waiting for me.....as salam !!